hmmm xanga is gay....you should all get livejournals...thats the only thing i write in anymore...so go that...

www.livejournal.com/users/xdaddysxdefect

wow...ive had a wonderful week...

from 8:15-4:00 everyday ive been working at paint camp at church...me and Elaine had a class of twelve 3rd grade girls...man that was interesting...but most of the time we were with mary and gabriels class of 3rd graders too...we had such a blast tho...we were a "family" lol...and gabriels from venezuela...he moved here 3 years ago...and he speaks REALLY good english...but some of pronunciation is wierd...so while the kids were on the playground...we would teach him to talk right...lol like instead of Liz...he would pronounce it leess...lol and he would add too much "i" and too much "t" when he said beach...so it sounded like bitch...lol so we worked on that word all day today...lolbut oh man...it was just so great...i love those kids...they makeme think about stuff....like why is it in our service (qara) we barely even clap...cuz ya know...you cant dance for god or anything...cuz someone might see you and think youre weird...but those little kids...they dance and clap and sing their hearts out during worship...and most of the time would constantly be asking me during the day when devotional was...or when worship was...cuz that was their favorite time of day...and i wish that people my age were like that...i guess thats why we're supposed to have a heart of a child...

so yesterday after camp, megan and denise came and picked me up...then we went to hulls and got her...then went to mills swim meet!ahahaha we had so much fun...we saw this little asian boy with a mullet!! ahah i took a picture of it...it was great...and we were just retarded most of the time...called random people and stole emilys money and chased the ice cream man...then emily threw the keys at megan and made her lip bleed...lol i know some more funny stuff happened but ive forgotten about it now...

then today was the last day of camp...its sad that its over...but hey...there are quite a couple more...but oh em gee...it was so cute/sad....this little girl named kelsey...shes soooooo cute...lol she found an inch worm on the playground...and named it winkie...and showed all the counselors and carried it around with her everywhere and she like...loved that bug and was gonna take it home with her and stuff...but then another girl killed it...and she came walking up to us and was like...bawling...it was so sad...and she was sooo upset...so we decided we would pray for winkie and that hes in heaven with god and stuff...so gabriel started praying...and about halfway through i just had to start laughing...and so gabriel and elaine started laughing too...and then kelsey got even more upset cuz we werent taking it seriously...but then we managed to convince her that we were...lol

then during worship...they asked all the kids to put a hand on their counselor(my kids didnt have to go far...they were always sitting on my lap or holding my hand...or my arm...or my leg...lol)so they layed there hands on me and sang a song called "thank you"...it was soooo sweet!! and then they prayed for the counselors and stuff...it was great...

OH! and the past couple days gabriel's been teaching me how to do latino dances...eek its so much fun!! im bad at it tho...hes a lot more cordinated than i am...lol

so yeah...my weeks been wonderful...i know i didnt write about everything...but oh well...just know that ive had a great week...makes me sad that i have to leave...

im leaving tomorrow morning for florida for a week...then right after that im going on a cruise for a week...so i wont be back for 2 weeks...you can call me after 9(p.m.) on my cell if you need me!

hmmm...only one bad things happened today...i came home...and read cori's journal...theyre leaving tomorrow...and i still havent seen cain...and i wont be able to tonight...so im prolly never gonna see him again..but i guess he doesnt care...oh well...so cain if you read this...bye...ill miss you...

goodbye...

ok...time for a new s/n...been on this one waaaaay too long...erg i hate when all the good s/ns are taken and u have to put gay little x's everywhere just so you can get the daggum s/n...but oh well...tell me which one u think i should use...

callmeaxsafexbet

emheartsrelientk

emxheartsxjustin

hdinbehindasmile

ilovemattwertz

imfallinout

inlovewithda80s

sucker4xacoustic

tooweak2Byurcure

yeah i know some of them are kinna lame...3 of them are from brand new songs, 2 are from relient k songs, 1 matt wertz song, and then a justin one, relientk one, and a wertz one...so yeah tell me what you think should be my new s/n...thanx!

first day of camp today...longest day of my life...i dont know if i can handle 4 more days of this...im going to end up shooting someone...hope the kids had fun...but it was hell for the leaders...

im sooooo incredibly pissed off...

o and please dont ask why i was upset last night...talking about it wont help...so im not going to...if you havent noticed...i dont really like to talk about whats going on with me...its not important anyway...

i wish i could hate you...

im still here...hiding behind this smile...havent been out for awhile...

mmm i love wertzy...i miss him...alex too...you guys have to hear the cd he sent me...its amazing...

do you not get it?? i need you to be here with me...thats all it would take for all this to go away...

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man...this weeks been crazy....i dont even remember monday ...but tuesday night beth came over and we went to the mall and met up with matt, daz, and justin...but we got mad at them and ditched them...theyre big jerks...lol then we ran into them again and by then we had become more tolerant of them...lol then beth spent the night...then on wednesday we "walked" lol to mills, went on errands with them...then went to kelleys and hung out with her and tay....ahaha theyre so much fun...then we walked down to the zuks and hung out with them for awhile...and then went back up to kelleys and watched tay dance on the diving board...lol...you could tell matt doesnt spend alot of time with her...he looked pretty scared lol...then my favorite zuk (jackie) took me and beth home in her pimpin car lol....todd and jeremy were outside when we pulled up...haha you shoulda seen them...their jaws dropped to the ground lol...then i went to the training thing for my job...that was...interesting...its gonna be a fun summer lol...then i went home with mary...and ive been there ever since...last night sarah came over and we went to marys recital...and then came home and acted like retards...lol u dont even wanna know...but yeah it was a fun week...so i just got home...bout to go start getting ready for the wedding...liz, beth, and leenie are coming over later...hehe im excited...

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